snobbish??

assalamualaikum..

lately quite m0ody, not really sure why is it .. mayb its my pms....
actuallly, i hve been thinking few days lately..why havent i change??
am i too afraid of changes or should i juz stick to dis??

i dont know weather it is only me who are over perasan.. but i think people pndang ak mcm org sombong,..
sombongkah ak?? ak pn x tau...

sombongkah ak ble ak x tgur??
x ckupkah dgn segaris senyuman??
sombongkah ak??

korang tau x ...i have nothing to say to u..
i dont know wut to talk about.,,
dont u know how im really oppressing my own self to create one??
n i didnt say a word cozz im too focus on thinking wut to say..
n regret not telling u dis..
n keep rewinding on the scene in my mind, fixing the situation, eventhough it`s not real at all..
sombongkah ak??,

but then,, i think that is just me.. bgus gak.. x lah byk ckap bnda sia2 kn??
entahlah.. kdg sedeyh sbb ad jg kwn tue mcm pura2 x nmpk drku ini..
but then, serve me right... that`s how i treat other people...
wut goes around come around..

okey.. da la... dont ruin the mood..just ignore it..
hope i become a better person tomorrow..